Waking up in the morning and not preparing your lunch, not stopping at our usual spots for noodles and pink milkshakes. Looking at the Barbie Eggs in the Lick a Pay (Pick n Pay), not that expensive can get you two sweetheart. Missing your clothes in the washing, looking for your shoes that you did not lose. Kissing your beautiful pictues (Pictures) that you fastened to your wardrobe door. Taking your little pink Minnie Mouse purse every where I go, sometimes I even take out your "dummy" and kiss it, just like I used to do when it was in my bag. Missing beautiful blond hair to come, you always complaining you want to cut it off and me telling you , you are more beautiful than Barbie, and that she looks like you and not the other way around. Filling your little pink Minnie Mouse cup with juice every night and then Corne' has to drink it when I am not looking. My precious beautiful little blond blue eyed angel. I keep asking everyone where you are baby, you are my present. God sent you to be with me always. Every day I think of things I looked forward to with you, sweet 16, and how many times I wondered what you would look like when you grow up. You are so gorgeous now, is it possible that you could become even more beautiful. Oh my Angely, I miss you so much, I blow bubbles for you every morning and sometimes at night too, I see them floating upwards and I watch them until they dissapear. I can't sleep or smile or sing or breath without you Little One, you are mommy's everything baby. Mommy loves you so much little one :-(