We moved on the 28th of Feb and 1st of March. Out of our house baby, the one we lived in since April 2008. I thought I would cry very much and not be able to leave sweetheart, but as soon as I started moving furniture and they put it on the truck, I realized that I hate that house and that place. I started moving faster, I was so unhappy. Sweetheart you were every where I looked yet no where, I couldn't stand it. All your plants you used to collect, nothing, all your toys scattered every where, nothing. Seeing you run down the steps, only you are not. Thinking of all the pets we had that died there, and thinking that in April 2008 when we moved in, we had no idea we would be moving out without you physically sweetface. All your toys, the few you had and all your clothes and everything that is yours has been moved sweetheart. Your wardrobe is already half way unpacked, your toys are scattered about the house, just the way you like it, your pictures are up on your favourite bookshelf. You are going to love the flowers at the new house, lots of flowers and there is even a friend next door, a little girl, mommy watches her often when she is playing, she also collects little rocks in bottles, just like you baby angel. Mommy would say more about our house, but I can't help thinking if we moved earlier you would still be with us sweetheart and mommy would not be writing this. I HATE that house and that place little one, even though you grew up there, the second you left everything started dying baby. The house looked ragged and old and worn, maybe I just didn't see it that way when you were there. The trees and rose bush looked dead and rotten, even the paving and drive way looked like something out of a horror movie. Inside the house was dead and empty and ugly. I could not understand how everything changed over night, it looked older and rotten and unfit to live in. Maybe it was always like that, maybe it was because you were not there. I cannot stand it, I will go back ofcourse to visit your garden sweetheart. I had to leave your cats, mommy is sorry. But I was watching them play on saturday, and "Baba kat" was loved by her family sweetie, and mommy thinks they would have missed her, like we miss you if we took her away, so mommy left her there. "Pani" promissed he would take good care of them, mommy left food and promissed to bring more. You are going to love the new place baby, I just wish we moved months earlier sweet angel. Mama loves you so much little one, jy is n mooi dingekie my liefie.